Writing 'cause of you

Hate writing 'cause of you
I want to feel nothing
Not even your hate.

When hate wins
destroys it all
never comes back,
but comes back around.

If you don't see you don't feel
but you prefer to be blind
feeling makes your pain inside
wake up and take you back.

Back to the memories others destroy
without any right to be inside
someone takes your place away
when tou're waiting alone in a sunny day.

Sometimes you want to kill someone
but in the end you would killto feel it
some type of warmth and love
even if you are all alone.

When you're sick of cryin' blood
You beg for mercy for your soul
you want to be alone in quiet
quiet and cold, free but so alone.